A Stranger Who Never Knew She's In Danger

AS ferr today, I never thought tht I would type about this in my blog. Well, ferr the past few months, my life has been observed by a stranger. Strangely, this stranger finds me & my life quite fascinating. At first it was not such a big of a deal. To me, I always thought tht I'm just the same as other ordinary girls with nothing out of the ordinary in my life. But as far as I know, I have a good life with many secrets & as ferr my love life, well .. I have to admit I do have the nicest & most wonderful guy as a boyfriend. I'm an A class student who manage to balanced my life in every way. Eventhough I'm in love & have a boyfriend, I never lost my focus on my studies & always set my priorities right. I got good grades in test & examination & like to take part in sports. Unlike those girls who like to have fun most of the time, well I'm not tht kind. But I do hate homeworks, HOWEVER ! I understand the need of homework, it will help us in our study. Back to the stranger, I started to notice her when she came up to me suddenly with such a creepy smile. She handed her hand as a sign tht she wanted to shake my hand. As she grabbed my hand, she pulled me out from my line and started asking questions. She creeps me out, until one day, I caught her spying on me. Not just one day, but most of the days. Ohh how I hate it tht. Recently, my sister told me tht someone caught up to her, who she identified has the same age as me & kindda ' gedik ' in someway. I have no doubt tht it was the stranger. If I do caught her doing it again & again, getting her nose all over my stuff & life, I WILL KILL HER. I do look nice but I'm not. So don't take me easily, people. I DON'T LOOK onto those people who I don't like & doens't suit my interest. I DON'T ! SO DON'T GO RUNNING ON MY BUISNESS ! STAY AWAYS FROM MY GUY, MY SISTER & MY LIFE !

Mad ! Angry ! Not Happy !

Mad ! Angry ! Not Happy ! Everyone ! Blarghhh ! I am feeling so hot ! Its like I'm burning INSIDE ! Ughhh ! If I have a knife, I will aim it through her stupid, damn heart ! Mad ! Mad ! Mad ! Angry !!!! Eishhh ! I HATE YOU SO DAMN MUCH ! I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE & MAKE IT HARD FERR YOU TO LIVE IN IT !

Boredome Is Here

Saturday ~ Such a boring day ! XDD Well, my morning starts with my grandma going back to her home, huhu such a sad feeling ~ I almost cried when I hugged her, it was a touching moment, huhu ~ You must now how it feels when the person who raised you from when you're still a baby seperates from you. But the time came when she had to go back to her home to look after my baby cousin who needs her more, Nur Iman, :DDD

The day continued with me eating so much food ! Woahh, better watch out ferr your weight ! XDD & I think my period is on the way too, because I kept having tummy aches XDD Anyway, the rest of my day today was not so fun, I slept most of the time, who cares ? Even my mom never nagged about it XDD tht's all ! toodles ~

Such A Bitch !

As the title stated everybody, you can clearly tell tht I'm in a bad mood today, because of tht stupid, damn, fucking BITCH ! huhhh ! Well the story begins with a damn bitch tht was trying to flirt with my prince , woahh ! Who the HELL do you think you are !!! In my world, you're not even close to be a maiden but a WHORE ! grahhh ! She just added my guy in her friend list & had the nerve to flirt with him ! HOW STUPID YOU ARE ! eeeeeeeeeeeishhh ! Huh, for your information, ohh DEAR, I am not the type of young lady who lets any bitches, slut or whore ! FLIRT with my GUY ! NOOOO ! I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE IF YOU EVER RUIN MY LIFE ! And dear readers ... THT'S what I DID .. haha, its my dirty little secret but as long as MY LIFE IS NOT RUIN BY THT BICTH ! I will DO almost ANYTHING ! GOT THT !!! DON"T MESS WITH ME ... !

Alice In Wonderland !

The amazing new movie from Tim Burton ! yeahhh ! Alice In Wonderland ! By watching the trailer, you guys will know how wonderful this movie is. I love the characters in it especially Johnny Depp as The Mad Hatter ! :DDDD haha ! One of the characters in the movie which is The White Queen played by Anne Hathaway, a new character in this children favourite fairytale book, caught my eye ! XDD

This character here has a very soft & light impressions. Very sweet looking especially when it is potrayed by the beautiful sweet Anne Hathaway, haha XDD I can't wait to watch this wonderful movie. Don't forget to get to the nearest cinema & watch this movie, Alice In Wonderland :DDD

Stupid Add Math !

Stupid Add Math ! I hate this subject ! Arghhhhhhhhhhh ! I never understand why we have to learn this thing here ! f (x) bla bla bla bla ~ blarghh ! I hate numbers ! wekkkkkkk ! Help me understand this stupid thing ! huh ! That's all for today people ~ toodles ~

My Sweet 16th Birthday On 2nd March 2010

On March 2 2010 yesterday, I , Nurameerah , celebrated my 16th birthday. Yes, I'm officially 16 now & I'm going to get old ! waaa ! haha XDD well, we all gonna get old sooner or later, haha.

Ok, my day started with a shower. As soon as I walked out of the bathroom, my dad wished me a happy birthday, with me still in my towel ! XDD then after tht, my mom wished me, she almost forgot wht day it was, it was my birthday, mom ! Then my little brother sang the happy birthday song, but my little sister didn't wish me a thing, brat XDD ! My grandma who is here staying with us, didn't have a clue until I told her late in the evening tht it was birthday XDD it's ok grandma, I always love you no matter what ! :DD

Then before going to schl, Sara called me, it was kindda sad ferr me because as soon as she wished me a happy birthday, she burst into tears, I was crying too. I miss her so much & I did wished her birthday too, she was born a day before me, on 1st March. The call ended & then came Raffiq to make my day even wonderful, haha :DD he wished me & I got to pinched his cheek ! hehe ! And off we went to schl.

Everything was great, almost all the girls in my class wished me a happy birthday, it's my 16th ok ! XDD Aeen, my new best friend, even bought me a present, it was so thoughtful of her, she bought me a necklace & I LOVE IT ! thnks girl ! hee :DDD Despite getting scolded by teachers & feeling tired & all, my day was great. Thnks you guys ! :DD

In the evening, Hasz & Raffiq came by to have a small photshooting party with me, haha XDD a new kind you know ? XDD Raffiq bought me a present too, a very cute watch, wee :DDD thnks honey, iloveit & iloveyou ! :DD I'll wear it every single day ! :DD The evening continued with us having a photoshoot ! wah ! so many poses ! XDD ! Thnks you guys, eventhough there's no cake, you guys still dropped by just to make my day :DD

At night, around 8 o'clock, my family & I went to secret recipe ferr my birthday dinner. Like I said, it's like a tradition for our family to dine at secret recipe on special occassions. So, I get to eat my favourite Cordon Blue ! XDD but still there's no cake ! hahaha XDD never mind, as long as I get to ate something ! XDD

From 10 p.m to 12.30 a.m. , well I called Raffiq to have a very looonnggg chit chat ! XDD Maxis gave me a free 1 day call so wht the heck ! I have a boyfriend who loves me ! XDD we talked & talked, it's like the world is mine tht day, I was so happy, I was very touched, when he told me tht he backed off from his athlete's activities just to celebrate my birthday. Thnks honey, ferr everything, ferr each day with love, ferr your sweet smile, & ferr this loving relationship. & I also wht to thnk Allah, alhamdulillah ~ Until this day, I'm very grateful tht I'm still alive & breathing. Thnks to you all, for my Sweet 16th Birthday :DDD

Down here are some of the pictures , enjoy ! :

Darkness That Falls

Today's blog ... " Darkness That Falls " Do you know wht it means ? To me, it sounds like the world is going to end soon . How dark the world is today. Even our bad side is dark. Full of darkness ... full of hatred .. full of dark secrets to share ...

Why do we have these dark secrets, why ... maybe it is because of our simple mistakes . No ? Don't you think so ? Think about it, and then you will see how correct I am.

Just imagine ... There's a couple of lovers, A & B . They both were so madly in love. But do A knows tht B only likes her for her looks ? No ... Imagine 1 night, they went for a walk in the woods , or at the park .. B suddenly can't hold it anymore & just attack A . A was in pain , how could B do this to her , going savage over her, leaving her behind just like tht. Her mistake was to let B went inside her, took whtever belongs to her, & leave her ... just like tht ... How shame, how sad when these kind of things happen ...

Nowdays people never seem to care anymore. Sins here & there, blood splashed on the walls & floors, dead bodies dumped in the drains & etc. Why must all of this happen to this world, why ... doesn't people care anymore ? About the happiness, about the love, about all the kindness in the world ... The world is like a shattered glass . Just for one day , please leave all the evil behind , and see the changes tht we could bring to this world. You will see the rainbow, you will hear the the laughes of the children, you can even see the flowers blooming in front of your eyes .. But tht will only happen .. if you have the courage to change yourself ... for the better & good ...

Different Side Of Love

How sad it is to not know wht love is. What do you think about love ? What do you say about this four letter word ? What comes up to your mind when you heard this word ?

Is it beautiful ? Is it happiness ? Or maybe you feel like butterflies flattering their wings inside your tummy ? OR is it disgust ... hatred .. revenge .. broken heart maybe ? Only you know ...

To me , love is BOTH . Sometimes I do feel like the world is mine when I'm in love. However, if I hear it at the wrong time ... only tears would fall down my cheeks ... telling me tht this love is not good enough ..

It feels great to have someone to love you. For girls especially, falling in love means they found someone tht they can cuddle up to & make funny & cute faces to. By finding the right guy, they will have happiness throughout their lives. Like a fairytale, " And they live happily ever after ... " Thts just it, there are no happily ever after for some girls in this part of world. Some girls found their prince charming at first sight, some ... found their shining armor after battling hundreds of witches.

For guys, well thts something so much different. To them, love is when they get to ' touch ' the softness of a maiden's skin ... to feel, to embrass, to kiss ... thts not love , boys. Tht is wht I called LUST of an animal ! Some guys only pretended to be nice, showering pretty girls with their beautiful, sweet lying voice. Promising the world in order to get wht they want, the taste of a maiden's virginity ! If you think thts wht love is all about, then hell is your place in the after world, gentlemen ... How sad, did you hear me ? How sad .. have you ever thought tht those girls you were toying with were hoping for your sweet love, for your protection, for your guidens, for you to accept them for who they are ! No ... you didn't thought about it .. because you're stupid .. damn fucking shit stupid !

Because of you, girls nowdays are willing to follow you around, show off their assets to you, give you money, kiss you when you asked them to, even willing to make love to you all day long if they have to just to fulfill you selfish needs ! And wht do they get ... your seed .. your babies .. In the end, only they have to be responsible for wht they did ! Not you mens, only us girls ...

SO gentlemens or may I dare say, stupid damn fucking shit mens who have no dignity, please stop wht you're doing. Treat the girls tht are good to you with care & love. If they love you, be grateful, because one day, the girl tht loves you might be the only person who will stand up for you ...

I Rather

I rather dissapoint other people than letting people dissapoint me. I will hold on to those words & keep it deep down in my sorrow little heart. It sounds selfish, cruel, dark .. and most of all full of hatred. But as I grew up, I realised tht I can't trust anyone, hoping tht they would keep me safe from this cold, harsh world of ours. Wht can those useless people do .. those pathetic, horrible, disgusting people ...

They knew nothing about me, & yet they still can say tht they know me. How foolish ! How stupid ! How damn you are ! You never did know me, you never care, you were never there, you were leaving me behind, you were crushing me, you were killing me with those pitiful lies ... did you ever thought tht I never needed you ?

I rather let you down, I rather leave you behind, I rather let you die in the hands of hatred ... because you never care, you never took the time to listen to my fading whispers ... In your big world, I'm just an invisible person ... a living walking shadow in your dirty old wall .. So why the hell would I save you when you're in my world ...

I rather walked away than leting myself fall into your cruel hands, I rather run for my life than letting you catch me in the act .. I won't let you dissapoint me .. I won't ...