The Pain That Was Here

Is this a nightmare ? Is this the part that I was trying to avoid all this time ? Why must it come back & haunt me again & again ?
I keep trying to open my eyes & deal with it with just one look.But who am I to stop it from coming & happening.Who am I to keep telling it to go away & don't come back ?
I'm not that strong to do so.Instead of running away from it,I decided to stand up to it & kill it with my bare hands.Standing here,getting ready for it to come & attack me,was like watching & waiting for death to come & hit me.It was terrifying.Eventhough I was scared,I know I had to face it.My eyes were closed & I kept hearing the horrible sound it's making.But then,I open my eyes slowly.It was coming right at me.Somehow I had the strength to looked at it & that's what happen.I just stared at it as if the it was shocked by my bravery to deal with it.Within the blink of an eye,it vanished just like that.I smiled.But I know it will come back sooner or later.In case you are wondering what was ' IT '.Well,it was the Pain.The pain that was here.