I Didn't Know

I'm sorry, I didn't know, really ... I didn't know tht you were mad .. I'm really, really damn sorry. Its just tht, when I'm with you, I couldn't fight back but just to accept whatever you give me, even your anger, my dear. I'm really ashamed, I didn't know, I was lost. I wasn't thinking about myself but I know tht my heart never forgets you. In fact I always think about you, loving you, caring for you & look out for you. My mind kept worrying about you without you knowing it ..

I can never fight you or disobeyed you in any way. I just couldn't raise my voice when I'm mad at you. I didn't know. I'm sorry, all this time I was hiding my pain from you. For you to be happy. But from now on, I promise you, I'll be the good girl you love, I'll be the angel that always take good care of your every need. I'm sorry, I just didn't know ...

Love Is Here

In today's blog, I wanna wrote about the special relationship that I had with this one guy. He's cute, he's handsome, he's nice & most of my words couldn't described how wonderful he is. I never thought he would came into my life & make it even more perfect & beautiful for me to live in it. To tell you the truth, I never expected a guy like him will fall in love with me. To me, having a relationship with him is like a fairytale. But he prove me wrong. The fact is he likes me & he loves me. And he showed me that this love here is true & it's the reality that we're both are now facing. We have ups & downs but we got through it. When I needed him the most, he will always be there. His voice will always be the song that I wanna hear playing in my mind & ears. His face will always be the picture that I wanna see in the morning when I woke up. He will always be the everything I need for comfort. And I promise I'll be there for him when he needed me the most too. I'll give the support he need. I'll give him the comfort he needs. I'll give him anything his heart desires. Because that's what we do as a sweet loveable couple. No one can tell us what to do & what's not to do. It's us who makes the decisions in this relationship. And babe,my last words to you will forever be ' ILOVEYOU '. Dedicated to Muhd.Raffiq =)

Roses Of My Love

Through the past 2 years of being a teenager,I myself never got the chance to escape or run away from getting caught by the criminal called ' Love '.I admit it.I had been in love before.Four times & as I look back,I notice that there's something good about the guys that had been loving me for quite some time.Eventhough the relationships doesn't last that long but I keep praying that I won't lose this one guy that I'm in love with right now.He's nice,he's handsome,he's everything that a girl wants in a guy.I love him for who he is.For his imperfection.I never asked him to change his ways or anything because no matter what,my love for him will always be strong.But one thing in my mind though,why in the world did he chose me to be his girl ?Why me ?.Then I stop thinking about that stupid question because he said " Everything about you,Myra.I love everything about you & most important,I love you ".I close my eyes & broke a smile.A guy like him,I never imagine that he'll be mine until today.I'm so grateful to God.Dear Allah,what did I do to deserve him ?No matter what,I promise I'll take good care of his heart.I'm so thankful.Then again,I hope nothing will tear us apart.My dear Raffiq,I love you so much & always.Tell me what to do & I promise I'll try to fullfil whatever your heart desires.Iloveyousomuch ! Mark my words,don't ever take him away from me.Only God can do that & I'll pray that he'll be mine till the end.