A Stranger Who Never Knew She's In Danger

AS ferr today, I never thought tht I would type about this in my blog. Well, ferr the past few months, my life has been observed by a stranger. Strangely, this stranger finds me & my life quite fascinating. At first it was not such a big of a deal. To me, I always thought tht I'm just the same as other ordinary girls with nothing out of the ordinary in my life. But as far as I know, I have a good life with many secrets & as ferr my love life, well .. I have to admit I do have the nicest & most wonderful guy as a boyfriend. I'm an A class student who manage to balanced my life in every way. Eventhough I'm in love & have a boyfriend, I never lost my focus on my studies & always set my priorities right. I got good grades in test & examination & like to take part in sports. Unlike those girls who like to have fun most of the time, well I'm not tht kind. But I do hate homeworks, HOWEVER ! I understand the need of homework, it will help us in our study. Back to the stranger, I started to notice her when she came up to me suddenly with such a creepy smile. She handed her hand as a sign tht she wanted to shake my hand. As she grabbed my hand, she pulled me out from my line and started asking questions. She creeps me out, until one day, I caught her spying on me. Not just one day, but most of the days. Ohh how I hate it tht. Recently, my sister told me tht someone caught up to her, who she identified has the same age as me & kindda ' gedik ' in someway. I have no doubt tht it was the stranger. If I do caught her doing it again & again, getting her nose all over my stuff & life, I WILL KILL HER. I do look nice but I'm not. So don't take me easily, people. I DON'T LOOK onto those people who I don't like & doens't suit my interest. I DON'T ! SO DON'T GO RUNNING ON MY BUISNESS ! STAY AWAYS FROM MY GUY, MY SISTER & MY LIFE !

Mad ! Angry ! Not Happy !

Mad ! Angry ! Not Happy ! Everyone ! Blarghhh ! I am feeling so hot ! Its like I'm burning INSIDE ! Ughhh ! If I have a knife, I will aim it through her stupid, damn heart ! Mad ! Mad ! Mad ! Angry !!!! Eishhh ! I HATE YOU SO DAMN MUCH ! I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE & MAKE IT HARD FERR YOU TO LIVE IN IT !

Boredome Is Here

Saturday ~ Such a boring day ! XDD Well, my morning starts with my grandma going back to her home, huhu such a sad feeling ~ I almost cried when I hugged her, it was a touching moment, huhu ~ You must now how it feels when the person who raised you from when you're still a baby seperates from you. But the time came when she had to go back to her home to look after my baby cousin who needs her more, Nur Iman, :DDD

The day continued with me eating so much food ! Woahh, better watch out ferr your weight ! XDD & I think my period is on the way too, because I kept having tummy aches XDD Anyway, the rest of my day today was not so fun, I slept most of the time, who cares ? Even my mom never nagged about it XDD tht's all ! toodles ~

Such A Bitch !

As the title stated everybody, you can clearly tell tht I'm in a bad mood today, because of tht stupid, damn, fucking BITCH ! huhhh ! Well the story begins with a damn bitch tht was trying to flirt with my prince , woahh ! Who the HELL do you think you are !!! In my world, you're not even close to be a maiden but a WHORE ! grahhh ! She just added my guy in her friend list & had the nerve to flirt with him ! HOW STUPID YOU ARE ! eeeeeeeeeeeishhh ! Huh, for your information, ohh DEAR, I am not the type of young lady who lets any bitches, slut or whore ! FLIRT with my GUY ! NOOOO ! I WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE IF YOU EVER RUIN MY LIFE ! And dear readers ... THT'S what I DID .. haha, its my dirty little secret but as long as MY LIFE IS NOT RUIN BY THT BICTH ! I will DO almost ANYTHING ! GOT THT !!! DON"T MESS WITH ME ... !

Alice In Wonderland !

The amazing new movie from Tim Burton ! yeahhh ! Alice In Wonderland ! By watching the trailer, you guys will know how wonderful this movie is. I love the characters in it especially Johnny Depp as The Mad Hatter ! :DDDD haha ! One of the characters in the movie which is The White Queen played by Anne Hathaway, a new character in this children favourite fairytale book, caught my eye ! XDD

This character here has a very soft & light impressions. Very sweet looking especially when it is potrayed by the beautiful sweet Anne Hathaway, haha XDD I can't wait to watch this wonderful movie. Don't forget to get to the nearest cinema & watch this movie, Alice In Wonderland :DDD

Stupid Add Math !

Stupid Add Math ! I hate this subject ! Arghhhhhhhhhhh ! I never understand why we have to learn this thing here ! f (x) bla bla bla bla ~ blarghh ! I hate numbers ! wekkkkkkk ! Help me understand this stupid thing ! huh ! That's all for today people ~ toodles ~

My Sweet 16th Birthday On 2nd March 2010

On March 2 2010 yesterday, I , Nurameerah , celebrated my 16th birthday. Yes, I'm officially 16 now & I'm going to get old ! waaa ! haha XDD well, we all gonna get old sooner or later, haha.

Ok, my day started with a shower. As soon as I walked out of the bathroom, my dad wished me a happy birthday, with me still in my towel ! XDD then after tht, my mom wished me, she almost forgot wht day it was, it was my birthday, mom ! Then my little brother sang the happy birthday song, but my little sister didn't wish me a thing, brat XDD ! My grandma who is here staying with us, didn't have a clue until I told her late in the evening tht it was birthday XDD it's ok grandma, I always love you no matter what ! :DD

Then before going to schl, Sara called me, it was kindda sad ferr me because as soon as she wished me a happy birthday, she burst into tears, I was crying too. I miss her so much & I did wished her birthday too, she was born a day before me, on 1st March. The call ended & then came Raffiq to make my day even wonderful, haha :DD he wished me & I got to pinched his cheek ! hehe ! And off we went to schl.

Everything was great, almost all the girls in my class wished me a happy birthday, it's my 16th ok ! XDD Aeen, my new best friend, even bought me a present, it was so thoughtful of her, she bought me a necklace & I LOVE IT ! thnks girl ! hee :DDD Despite getting scolded by teachers & feeling tired & all, my day was great. Thnks you guys ! :DD

In the evening, Hasz & Raffiq came by to have a small photshooting party with me, haha XDD a new kind you know ? XDD Raffiq bought me a present too, a very cute watch, wee :DDD thnks honey, iloveit & iloveyou ! :DD I'll wear it every single day ! :DD The evening continued with us having a photoshoot ! wah ! so many poses ! XDD ! Thnks you guys, eventhough there's no cake, you guys still dropped by just to make my day :DD

At night, around 8 o'clock, my family & I went to secret recipe ferr my birthday dinner. Like I said, it's like a tradition for our family to dine at secret recipe on special occassions. So, I get to eat my favourite Cordon Blue ! XDD but still there's no cake ! hahaha XDD never mind, as long as I get to ate something ! XDD

From 10 p.m to 12.30 a.m. , well I called Raffiq to have a very looonnggg chit chat ! XDD Maxis gave me a free 1 day call so wht the heck ! I have a boyfriend who loves me ! XDD we talked & talked, it's like the world is mine tht day, I was so happy, I was very touched, when he told me tht he backed off from his athlete's activities just to celebrate my birthday. Thnks honey, ferr everything, ferr each day with love, ferr your sweet smile, & ferr this loving relationship. & I also wht to thnk Allah, alhamdulillah ~ Until this day, I'm very grateful tht I'm still alive & breathing. Thnks to you all, for my Sweet 16th Birthday :DDD

Down here are some of the pictures , enjoy ! :

Darkness That Falls

Today's blog ... " Darkness That Falls " Do you know wht it means ? To me, it sounds like the world is going to end soon . How dark the world is today. Even our bad side is dark. Full of darkness ... full of hatred .. full of dark secrets to share ...

Why do we have these dark secrets, why ... maybe it is because of our simple mistakes . No ? Don't you think so ? Think about it, and then you will see how correct I am.

Just imagine ... There's a couple of lovers, A & B . They both were so madly in love. But do A knows tht B only likes her for her looks ? No ... Imagine 1 night, they went for a walk in the woods , or at the park .. B suddenly can't hold it anymore & just attack A . A was in pain , how could B do this to her , going savage over her, leaving her behind just like tht. Her mistake was to let B went inside her, took whtever belongs to her, & leave her ... just like tht ... How shame, how sad when these kind of things happen ...

Nowdays people never seem to care anymore. Sins here & there, blood splashed on the walls & floors, dead bodies dumped in the drains & etc. Why must all of this happen to this world, why ... doesn't people care anymore ? About the happiness, about the love, about all the kindness in the world ... The world is like a shattered glass . Just for one day , please leave all the evil behind , and see the changes tht we could bring to this world. You will see the rainbow, you will hear the the laughes of the children, you can even see the flowers blooming in front of your eyes .. But tht will only happen .. if you have the courage to change yourself ... for the better & good ...

Different Side Of Love

How sad it is to not know wht love is. What do you think about love ? What do you say about this four letter word ? What comes up to your mind when you heard this word ?

Is it beautiful ? Is it happiness ? Or maybe you feel like butterflies flattering their wings inside your tummy ? OR is it disgust ... hatred .. revenge .. broken heart maybe ? Only you know ...

To me , love is BOTH . Sometimes I do feel like the world is mine when I'm in love. However, if I hear it at the wrong time ... only tears would fall down my cheeks ... telling me tht this love is not good enough ..

It feels great to have someone to love you. For girls especially, falling in love means they found someone tht they can cuddle up to & make funny & cute faces to. By finding the right guy, they will have happiness throughout their lives. Like a fairytale, " And they live happily ever after ... " Thts just it, there are no happily ever after for some girls in this part of world. Some girls found their prince charming at first sight, some ... found their shining armor after battling hundreds of witches.

For guys, well thts something so much different. To them, love is when they get to ' touch ' the softness of a maiden's skin ... to feel, to embrass, to kiss ... thts not love , boys. Tht is wht I called LUST of an animal ! Some guys only pretended to be nice, showering pretty girls with their beautiful, sweet lying voice. Promising the world in order to get wht they want, the taste of a maiden's virginity ! If you think thts wht love is all about, then hell is your place in the after world, gentlemen ... How sad, did you hear me ? How sad .. have you ever thought tht those girls you were toying with were hoping for your sweet love, for your protection, for your guidens, for you to accept them for who they are ! No ... you didn't thought about it .. because you're stupid .. damn fucking shit stupid !

Because of you, girls nowdays are willing to follow you around, show off their assets to you, give you money, kiss you when you asked them to, even willing to make love to you all day long if they have to just to fulfill you selfish needs ! And wht do they get ... your seed .. your babies .. In the end, only they have to be responsible for wht they did ! Not you mens, only us girls ...

SO gentlemens or may I dare say, stupid damn fucking shit mens who have no dignity, please stop wht you're doing. Treat the girls tht are good to you with care & love. If they love you, be grateful, because one day, the girl tht loves you might be the only person who will stand up for you ...

I Rather

I rather dissapoint other people than letting people dissapoint me. I will hold on to those words & keep it deep down in my sorrow little heart. It sounds selfish, cruel, dark .. and most of all full of hatred. But as I grew up, I realised tht I can't trust anyone, hoping tht they would keep me safe from this cold, harsh world of ours. Wht can those useless people do .. those pathetic, horrible, disgusting people ...

They knew nothing about me, & yet they still can say tht they know me. How foolish ! How stupid ! How damn you are ! You never did know me, you never care, you were never there, you were leaving me behind, you were crushing me, you were killing me with those pitiful lies ... did you ever thought tht I never needed you ?

I rather let you down, I rather leave you behind, I rather let you die in the hands of hatred ... because you never care, you never took the time to listen to my fading whispers ... In your big world, I'm just an invisible person ... a living walking shadow in your dirty old wall .. So why the hell would I save you when you're in my world ...

I rather walked away than leting myself fall into your cruel hands, I rather run for my life than letting you catch me in the act .. I won't let you dissapoint me .. I won't ...

2010 ! Such A Havoc Year !

Its not tht I'm not grateful but the thing is everything is topsy turvy now people ! I'm turning 16 this year & there's too much goin' on ! huh ! Dear junior readers, if u want to take science as your stream when you turn form 4, think 10 times or even forget it ! Its hard BUT if you really do think you can ace in it, then go for it my dear ! huhu, I just can't cope up with things right now. Recently my best friend just moved to another schl & I've been lonely since then. Hmm, even my love life is like a roller coster now. But I think thts alright, those things will be testing my patience. Well, this year I'm holding 3 important positions in my schl. RESPONSIBILITY is not for me ! aaaaaaaaaa ! However I just go for it.

October's Announcement

Well, as I can see, as you all can see, I've post too many stories this month. And for tht, today I'm writing to you guys telling you tht I'm gonna stop for a while & will continue posting my stories next month ! XDDD crazy & ridiculous isn't it ?


XDD anyway, I'm kindda having problems posting my stories with pictures now. I couldn't upload any pictures, I don't know the hell why ? hahahah XDD

But no worries, pictures, no pictures, I will keep on posting ! Until then, keep on checking my blog ! Toodles ~

I Didn't Know

I'm sorry, I didn't know, really ... I didn't know tht you were mad .. I'm really, really damn sorry. Its just tht, when I'm with you, I couldn't fight back but just to accept whatever you give me, even your anger, my dear. I'm really ashamed, I didn't know, I was lost. I wasn't thinking about myself but I know tht my heart never forgets you. In fact I always think about you, loving you, caring for you & look out for you. My mind kept worrying about you without you knowing it ..

I can never fight you or disobeyed you in any way. I just couldn't raise my voice when I'm mad at you. I didn't know. I'm sorry, all this time I was hiding my pain from you. For you to be happy. But from now on, I promise you, I'll be the good girl you love, I'll be the angel that always take good care of your every need. I'm sorry, I just didn't know ...

Photo Shooting At Sara's House

The second part of our last day of Raya, here it is. Me & Hasz went to Sara's house at exactly 2PM in the afternoon. We chit chat for a while & ate some cookies Sara made earlier. It was crunchy & yummy as always. Haha XDD We even talked about yesterday's incident to Sara. She laughed just by hearing about the things tht happened yesterday. Then we proceed with the photo shooting. There were so many pictures we snap. About 300 & above, hahaha ! But I can't show all of them to you guys, just some of it, okay ? hahaha, no worries, I will create an album for you guys to view all the pictures of my life :DD

So now, check out some of the pictures we took, the three of us were the photographer for the day, haha.

Are we good or wht ? hahaha XDD there's a lot of pictures & I really to show to you guys all of them but unfortunetly I can't. There's too many & the files are too big to download & so I just show to you some of it okay ? haha, alright enjoy these pictures as well, a little bit smaller than the above but great quality ( I guess ) hahaha XDD Check it out :

Boredome Is Here

As for today, the day begin with the arrival of Hasz at my house. She was bored & didn't know wht to do & so she decided to came by & spend time with me. We chit chat & started to take some photos. Here are some of them :

Well, as you can see, I was so damn lazy & tired & this was how I posed, haha XDD I felt damn tired & sleepy today but still give some poses, haha. Hasz did the same thing too, here are one of her picture :

Hahaha XDD anyway, we were so busy thinking about wht to do, we didn't notice we had something to do. The day was long & fun & we thought tht it will be fun if Sara was here to join us. So we went to her house. Catch up on the next blog to know the second story of our last day of Raya ok ? haha. But in this blog, I would like to share with you some other lazy pictures of me & Hasz that we took. Check it out :

Celebrating Raya At Fasa 7 & Kampung Rinching

It is almost 7 PM ! haha XDD sorry for the late update. I was busy " beraya " with my hubby & friends, haha XDD Anyway, I started the day by going to Hasz's house first, her mom made the ' nasi lemak ' & sambal sotong. It was so delicious ! Thanks Aunty Aidah, my tummy is really happy with the breakfast you'd prepared, hehe. Before me & Hasz proceed with our plan, her mom gave me RM5 duit raya ! YAY ! Okay, we went along to a shortcut going to Shahrizan's house. I was suprised to see the view of her home.. it was so ... calm ~ I like it, haha.

Then, from Shah's house, we move towards Fareed's house. Shah followed along with us. And so, Fareed's parents greeted us & invited us to eat pasta & mackroni, it was good & my tummy was already half full at tht time, haha XDD

Next ... JENG3 ! I went to Raffiq's house, haha. Finally I get to see his brand new house which is bigger than last year. He told me that his house had undergo a renovation & is bigger now & I can see tht. It was beautiful, with the new gate, the main door & etc. Anyway, his family was very charming, I felt so welcome. Raffiq's mom, Aunty Rohani was very nice. No wonder his son is so charming, haha :DD She cooked her special mee hoon for us. It was great. I stayed there for about 10 to 15 minutes, I just didn't want to get out, haha XDD But the time came tht I had to go. After thanking his mom, I went to Kieran's house with my friends & Raffiq too. He decided to accompany me as well. Nahjan was there too. :DDD

At Kieran's house, there was an open house. For Deepavali I guess. Yeah, I celebrated Deepavali, why not ? We're 1 Malaysia right ? haha. Okay, we were welcomed by Kieran's father. That man was very nice to us, he greeted us with a bright smile & invited us to eat some Indian dishes. No worries. Indians food are just like Malay foods, there were Rendang, Kari Kambing & the famous Kuah Dal, haha. After we finished, Kieran's father gave us some duit Deepavali ( duit raya laa ) hahaha XDD thanks Kieran, it was fun to celebrate Deepavali again with you. You were a great waiter ! ngee :DD

In the afternoon, we went to Balqis's house. Her family was so charming, especially her parents. They served us some Dodol from Johor Bharu tht they bought. It was sweet & not too chewy, very nice, haha. We even watched Melodi at her house, haha ! Anyway, thanks for everything Balqis ! :DD

The next house we went to is Azira's house. I was really looking foward to this. But I didn't know her home was so far & took a lot of time to get there ! By Feet especially ! haha XDD We walk & walk & keep on walking, haha. But I enjoyed it, because I get to walked with Raffiq. Hasanah & Shah kept tripping on our way to Azira's house, haha. We joked & laughed together to prevent us from getting tired & bored. At last we reached Azira's house. Azira & her mother welcomed us nicely. I really felt so welcomed. Food was already served for us at the table. We were hungry anyway, haha. Her mom made Lontong with Rendang Ayam & Kuah Kacang. It was so delicious & I enjoyed it very much. I was so satisfied because I was looking foward to this & the family, the food, was outstanding.

Then, with many thoughts & recommendation, Azira suggested we went to Meor's house. And so there we were next. We had to walked about 1 km to get to Meor's house, I guess, haha XDD Meor greeted us with a friendly manner, he was kindda shocked but happy to see us, haha. We were served with drinks only but it was good enough. Well it's better than nothing right ? haha. After about half an hour, we left Meor's house to went back home. We thanked Meor for his time. haha :DD

So, back to walking for us ! haha ! We had to walk back to Fasa 7 to wait for my dad to come & fetch us. There were some funny things happened during our journey home. For instance, I was chased by a big Goose ! haha, there goodness Raffiq was there to protect me, thnks honey ! ngee :DD The second incident was, me, Hasz & Shah took off our shoes & walked with our bare feet because our feet was blistered by our high heels ! hahaha XDD Raffiq kept making cute angry faces to make me wore my shoes back. haha, he even offered his own sandals but I nicely said no & thanks & I'll be fine honey, haha.

Finally we reached Shah's house & bid our goodbyes to her. The rest of us ( Me, Raffiq, Hasz & Nahjan ) proceed walking to the cabin to wait for my dad. At last, we were ready to go home. I bid Raffiq goodbye & thanks for his company through the day. I felt happy because he was there by my side. Thanks to all my friends, Hasz, Shah, Azira, Balqis, Kieran and Fareed and Meor too. It was a fun day & I enjoyed it. Thanks to you too my dear Raffiq, I had a great time celebrating the last day of Raya with you. Mashih syg :)

Untouched

I go ooh ooh, you go ah ah

lalalalalalalala

I can't lie lie lie lie lie lie

I wanna wanna wanna get get get

what I want

Don't stop

Give me give me give me what you got got

Cause I can't wait wait wait any more more more more

Don't even talk about the consequence

Cause right now you're the only thing that's making any sense to me

And I don't give a damn what they say, what they think think

Cause you're the only one who's on my mind

I'll never ever let you leave me

I'll try to stop time for ever, never wanna hear you say goodbye (bye bye bye)

I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched

And I need you so much

See you, breathe you, I want to be you

Alalalala alalalala

You can take take take take take time time

To live live the way you gotta gotta live your life

Give me give me give me all of you you

Don't be scared

I'll see you through the loneliness of one more more more

Don't even think about what's right or wrong, wrong or right'

Cause in the end it's only you and me and no one else is gonna be around

To answer all the questions left behind

And you and I are meant to be so even if the world falls down today

You've still got me to hold you up up

And I will never let you down (down)

I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched, untouched

Alalalala alalalala

Untouched

Alalalala alalalala

I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

Been going crazy from the moment I met you

I feel so untouched

And I want you so much

That I just can't resist you

It's not enough to say that I miss you

I feel so untouched right now

Need you so much somehow

I can't forget you

Been going crazy from the moment I met you

Untouched, untouched, untouched

by The Veronicas

Qiqi Lala Marie

Qiqi Lala Marie, is the name given to her since she was about 8 months old. Who she ? A persian cat ! hahaha XDD Yeah I know, such a long & unique name for a cat, well it's because the cat is special. It's PERSIAN people !!! XDD Anyway, she's a grey coloured cat, with mad looking eyes & fluffy coat covering her whole body. Don't forget the bushy tail too, haha. Okay, Qiqi here is only interested in eating, sleeping, fighting & playing. Other that is not needed. She's a playful cat like other normal cats but one good thing about her is that she doesn't know how to climb up a table & eat people's food. I have to give her a little piece, only then will she eat it or else she will just leave it there. Qiqi likes to get into a fight espeacially with me. We will poke each other here & there & run all over the house, haha XDD Now she's been living with me for almost 3 months now & I wanna thanked my dad for getting me Qiqi. ILY Qiqi ! :DDD

Here are some pictures of my cute little baby princess :

Black & White Photo Shoots

At exactly 11 PM today, Hasz arrived at my house for a photo shoot together. The theme for today was set by Hasz which is " Black & White " XDD It's amazing how 2 colors could make a difference in a photo. And so we took a lot of pictures, doing different poses while snaping pictures. You should try it, but make sure you know how, hahaha XDD Anyway, I already put some of the pictures below for you guys to check it yourself.

Here is one of the pictures, I love this one, credits to Hasz ! :DDD now proceed on with our other creative work of art ! hahaha :DDD Enjoy ~

A Night At The Secret Recipe

To start this blog, I would like to bid you all a good morning first, GOOD MORNING ! XDD Alright, moving on. Last night me & my family went to Secret Recipe at Metro Point to celebrate my daddy's 42nd birthday. It has been like a custom or tradition when it comes to family's birthday, we will celebrate it by dining at Secret Recipe. You all must know this special restaurant, it's famous for its cake ! hahaha XDD the cake is .. well .. SECRET ! hahaha ! Here are some of the foods that we ate last night :

From the top right you can see Cordon Bleu ( damn good ! try it ! ) :DD and then there's the special Fish & Chips ! At the middle of those 2 picture there is a glass of Strawberry Milkshake. so yummy ! Ok, on the bottom we have my mom's favourite Carrot Cake, my favourite Marble Cheese Cake & last but not least Choclate Walnut ! hahaha :DD Overall it was fun to dine there again & FYI the waiter that accompany us last night was damn handsome ! If only I have his picture ! hahaha , sorry honey, just kidding ! Anyway, that's all, Happy Birtday Dad !