Love Is Here

In today's blog, I wanna wrote about the special relationship that I had with this one guy. He's cute, he's handsome, he's nice & most of my words couldn't described how wonderful he is. I never thought he would came into my life & make it even more perfect & beautiful for me to live in it. To tell you the truth, I never expected a guy like him will fall in love with me. To me, having a relationship with him is like a fairytale. But he prove me wrong. The fact is he likes me & he loves me. And he showed me that this love here is true & it's the reality that we're both are now facing. We have ups & downs but we got through it. When I needed him the most, he will always be there. His voice will always be the song that I wanna hear playing in my mind & ears. His face will always be the picture that I wanna see in the morning when I woke up. He will always be the everything I need for comfort. And I promise I'll be there for him when he needed me the most too. I'll give the support he need. I'll give him the comfort he needs. I'll give him anything his heart desires. Because that's what we do as a sweet loveable couple. No one can tell us what to do & what's not to do. It's us who makes the decisions in this relationship. And babe,my last words to you will forever be ' ILOVEYOU '. Dedicated to Muhd.Raffiq =)

Walking Shadows

The life as we all knew, is cruel & full of sacrifices made. And as for me, I feel like I'm a shadow in this harsh world. Never known to people & will remain unknown for the rest of my life. I keep trying to show myself to the people but it seems that they can't see me as I am. I'm a shadow. Only a black object on the wall. As the sun sets down,I will return in the dark night of horror. There, I witnesses all the crimes that had been done for years. Shooting, gambling, killing, raping, kidnapping & all that revolves around the world of criminals. I couldn't bare watching it happen again & again. The blood flows down & went into the drain. The blood that belongs to the innocent people who died trying to protect themselves. There's nothing beautiful about that. It's cruel ! It always happens & the authority never seem to try finding a way to stop it. It is sad. Very sad. And as for me, I choose to live my life as a shadow, a living walking shadow who never wanted be known to people. Because I don't want to be like them. I don't want to be the next victim for the next crime. I know I couldn't bare watching my own blood flowing down from the inside of my body. This life just isn't nice & pretty. It's cruel & it's killing the people who lives in it. Nobody will survive. So this is me ... The Walking Shadow.